Holding on

This is vent art,Ive been trying to hold onto a friendship,and once it seems like we're still friends,everything just goes downwind,and Im so confused,I just want everything to be the same as before,but it will never be the same,and now I have no one,and it hurts so much,having no one to care for you,and one thought keeps coming into my mind,suicide,and sometimes I think I should,but I cant bring myself to do it,Im just tired of being sad and alone....